11.30.2007

100 calorie pack vs. 320 normal bag?
who am kidding....there is substitute.

11.29.2007

wakey wakey marky

11.28.2007

all gone.

11.24.2007

tommie using the ladies room
jeff deyo

11.23.2007

hawk nelson

11.22.2007

my wonderful cousin jen got it for me! she knows me. thoughtful gifts are thee best.

Day before Turkey Day ALWAYS SUCK!

daily recap of a sucky wednesday:
woke up tired from only getting 3hrs of sleep because i chose to spend time with someone so undeserving. then went to work for 2 pointless hrs. then went to Sharron's funeral. I got to revisit my cousins grave site which stirred up a lot of old emotions that i had suppressed. I managed to still keep them at bay. Went home took a nap. Had a youth convention meeting. Then went to nat's for a fun night of food, friends, and fun. Then i walked into something that reminded me why i was the way i used to be.
People seem to get the best of me these days. I am loyal to a fault. and people are just that.
People.
They are wrong and opportunistic. And i-- i am the enabler. Its times like now that take me somewhere so.... I'm too embarrassed to admit. I am a fool. But i guess there's more room in a broken heart.
Nah. Thats just stupid talk.
When will I ever learn?

11.20.2007

finally i get to eat my cream o wheat!!!
At this very moment my heart is breaking and my dreams are being crushed. What do you do when you don't have support?

11.17.2007

crazy angry game of monopoly. the camera cant catch the hotels and houses being flown at each others faces!

11.16.2007

today i woke up dead tired but i got ready quick and went to the bagel shop before work. brian called me out of nowhere and invited me to d-land for free to see his new light show. i couldnt though. went to work. got a $50 gift cert to albertsons from work for turkey day! then went to the bank. went to target. then went home to get ready for the art show! the art show was a success. i basically ran the joyfold both but we sold a lot. its awesome to see joyfold come to fruition. now im at dennys. falling alseep in a both. but im hoping my good company and chicken strips will wake me up. i want to fall asleep at the beach right now. cuddling on the sand under a blanket....mmmmm. well i have to be social now so bye.
oh i got a sweet new beanie from nicole. its red!
God has blessed me and i love Him.

squishing marks head

ew.

11.15.2007

so I was just looking through really really old pictures of me that i had loaded on my photobucket account. Well not that old i guess. from when i was 19 to 22. And its amazing how much i have changed. All my smiles before i decided to followed Jesus were so fake looking, its unreal. Comparing side by side, a smiley picture now from then, you can see the joy that i have found in my life and before i was empty. like i knew i was missing out on something. wow. looking back on then makes me feel like i finally have a life that is meaningful now. i have found joy and confidence in God now.

11.08.2007

someone is excited. its only november 8th people!

11.05.2007

you'll change your mind come Monday
and turn your back on me.
you'll take your steps away with hesistance
you'll take your steps away from me.

im making my peace
and making it with distance
well maybe thats a big mistake
you know im thinking of you
i miss you.

what the crap does this mean? i guess i should become a lady of the night.

11.04.2007

I've Quite Decided...

So, I've decided that i want to marry a music man. I want to come home in the evening to him playing/making his music. And to wake up to our weekend soundtrack as we get ready in the morning. I want the sound of a guitar and his voice bouncing off our walls. Sounds like my kind of life...
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